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[10 Jun 2005|11:57pm] |
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okay. so i havnt been able to post in a really long time. and ive come to the conclusion that this wil be my last entry. i dont feel like ranting publically and what not. if i want someone to know something about my day or something tha thappened to me, ill tell them. other than that, im not going to write in here anymore. its been lovley while it lasted. but its time to move on and leave my livejournal for the rest of the world to see when they feel like it? maybe a little while down the line, ill come back and read these things, and laugh. or maybe ill cry? many memories are stored in here. most i will never forget. but like said, it is moving on time... besides ill prly make another one at some point.. or maybe ill miss this one too much and come back? idk..anyways. i say goodbye to all. BYE. lol
Sincerley yours, forever and always..
~the one and only debbie/ Allison/ Allie~
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yo yo yo. i must say, i had a lovley day. w00t w00t. kelseys crackin up right now. its great. oh dear now she wants to marry chris katis moms boyfriend?? the other day she wanted to marry my dad. she wrote in my assignment book the day she was gna marry him. what a nut. i love it. katis saying "BYYYE" really funny. oh dear. i say they have the giggles. aha. oh yeyah. we're ordering a pizza! w00t w00tay. ummm.. yeah. what else is new. electric cloud is pretty rockin if i must say. oh yes. hmm what else can i say?? kelsey wants gor's room and phone. man i wish i had a computer in my room. or internet in general since my computer is so stupid. hmm.. now look at that. a condom? blown up? pink! thats great. well i guess i'll just go bcuz i dont know what else to say?? oh yes. okay..
|sincerley yours, forever an always|
|~*Debbie/deb-meister/deb*sta*~|
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im bored i guess. im talking some quizzes. and i shall post. yeseree..
Take the quiz: "What is your personality?"
Deep
You have the gift of seeing the beauty of everyday life. You appriciate small things, like the sky on a clear night or a beautiful flower. You are a very emotional person, and you often let out your feelings through writing. You may feel out of place sometimes, but remember, a person like you seldom comes along, and you are unique and very special.
Take the quiz: "RANDOM QUESTION PERSONALITY QUIZ! VEEEERRRRY TRUE RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
YOU NEED MORE CONFIDENCE
LETS PUTN IT THIS WAY... YOU HATE YOURSELF. TRY AND GET A LITTLE MORE CONFIDENCE MAN! I MEAN, YOU'RE GREAT AT CHEERING OTHERS ON FOR THEIR GOALS, SO TRY IT ON YOURSELF! I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW, YOU DESERVE WAY MORE CREDIT FOR YOURSELF THAN YOU GIVE. DON'T THINK YOUR COCKY OR SELF CENTERED BY CHEERING YOURSELF ON AT SOMETHING FOR ONCE! PEOPLE DON'T LIEK TO SEE IT ALL THE TIME, BUT THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU TALKING TRASH ABOUT YOURSELF EITHER. PEOPLE DON'T HATE YOU, AND WHY SHOULD YOU WORRY ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK ANYWAY! THANKS FOR TAKING THE QUIZ!
^^why all the caps??^^
Take the quiz: "Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "
Is maith liom bananai
Is maith liom bananai - 'I like bananas.'You're laid-back and you enjoy the simple things in life. Some might say you're a little too laid-back. Just what is it you're smoking, anyway?
Take the quiz: "What attracts you to people?? ((pics))"
how mysteriuose you are
you waldk through the halls all alone and head down.. your a really cool person once you open up and are very pretty but shattered by tears.. people like you but some people are afriad becuase they mis jugde you .. your everything wrapped into one!! attitude looks and personality !!
Take the quiz: "What is your personal mascot?"
Monkey
Monkey
You are a fun-loving creature aren't you? That's why a monkey suits your tastes best! You always have a smile on your face and you are funny. Congrats!!
okee jenns coming over so ill be back later i guess? bbbyeee
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[21 Apr 2005|01:12am] |
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okee.. well i shall update right now.. im listening to popular! oh yes. its hott "you will be.. PoPuLaR.. your gna be PoPuLaR!" w00t w00t. okay. so i cant realy think right now since its like almost 1:15.. actually its 1:14. so yeah iw as right.. woops its 1:15 now. anwyays. okay so last night. i went to jenns.. and kesley was already at kyles. so we put the cake in the oven.. cooked it.. then ashley rowe.. okay im lazy and tired ill finish tomarrow ahah byyeee
~deb
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oh yes. im chillen at jenns house with kelsey and rojo. we had the best day. we made up dances.. took a walk.. went to the beach.. w00t w00t. it was so awesome. i cant really type out the whole day right yet bcuz we're all getting ready to go to rojo's brothers baseball practice.. ill explain it when im home i guess.
jenn & kels.. we totally rocked that mariah Carrie song.. oh yes. nobody beats that! WOOT WOOT!
|sincerley yours, forever and always|
~*~|Deb*sta|~*~
p.s. im so tired.. but we're going out again yaaay... byyee :-D!
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[12 Apr 2005|07:14pm] |
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aha, i didnt know what to write as a title today, bcuz i awlays use the same thing which is like "blah" or something else.. so i just thought random and BOOM i thought of "rock you like a hurricane" bcuz im feelin that song.. right now.. oh yes.. anyways..
>>maybe i should update more often, but i dont always have time.. i know right.. how can i not have time when im never doing anything.. idk.. hmm well.. im tired.. today was fun i guess? we watched the latino/ghetto romeo and juliet.. finished it.. oh yes.. it was hott.. and umm at lunch.. me jenn ceeevvy and gorrr went down to our lockers and took a bunch of hott pictures.. you'll be seeing those at some point.. in which case i should figure out how to download the sexy ones i have now.. oh yeah and then in Biology me and Ceeevvvyy made a virus! oh it was off the hook bangin hott! you should have seen it.. her name was Fredricka Juan Small pox, bcuz our virus gave you small pox and then led into chicken pox.. and a bunch of other things and there was a high risk that you could spontaneously combust if you got this virus.. oh yes.. that was the best biology class ever. but no!! theres more!!.. *dun dun dun* KATI GOR man this AWESOME AWESOME virus it was even hotter than mine and ceevvyyys.. oh man it was totally BANGIN! you should see it!. im gna take a pic of it and then post it! oh yea!
>>umm well now.. im sitting.. and kelsey was over b4, i had a raging headache so i layed down in my bed, and almost fell alseep.. then we just sat and talked for like an hour about stuff.. random shit that bugs us... i just finished my homework.. i have to write some journla things for Writing Workshop.. oh joy. dont i just love WW *sarcasm*.. i think i need a new backround.. and a new icon. change is good sometiems.. and yes folks.. the POSITIVE debbie is coming around now. what? you may say and question this.. but.. indeed its a good thing. its lovley... oh yes.
okay.. i dont know what else to say.. imw atching smallville, if that interests you! and oh yeah im excited for ths one.. im gna watch american idol and.. ANDDDD HOUSE! i love that show! its awesome. you should watch it. you watch people try and figure out why other people are sickk and in the hospital.. interesting right? woah shane has a HUGE head on jimmy neutron AHAHA.. okay anyways.. i think ill be on my way out. LOVEEEE YOU PEOPLEEEESS((random outburst..))
|sincerly yours, forever and always|
~*|deb*staaaaaaa|*~
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wow. how many times have i had "blah" for a heading..
i just feel like crying and i dont know why.
whats wrong with me today?
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have a headache. stomache ache. im complaintative. i cant spell either. blah.
am i always doing something wrong? im sorry if i am.
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things are cool now. im glad.
>>i went to ash-stas today.. it was fun. we sat and listened to music and then i got a stomache ache! blech! so i went home at 5. we ate candy. or i did. ash-sta thinks thats why i didnt feel good. but i dont really, cuz i eat lots of candy like that all the time..
>>anywho.. im just sitting i think i might take some quizzes or something.. i made some neat-o braclets.. 4 infact. green&light green, blue& orange, magenta& light pink, and blue& light blue. and im on making a dark pink and light pink one.. ya.. now im just really tired..
>>well i say i might as well be going now.. ill post later.. like an alligator.. ahaaaa.. byebye
|sincerley yours, forever and always|
~`Deb*sta`~
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okay, so today, i thought i was going to goodwill with jenn kelsey and kristine. then kristine decided to go to lunch with her parents. so i asked ashley if she wanted to do something. and she was doing something with noj. okay so was like fine. tehn jenns like "oh can my mom take us" and im like "no my mom got dressed and ready cuz she was gna take us, im not gna tell her not to take us" and so then jenn decided to just meet me there, and i didnt want to dot hat, i just wanted to stick with one plan bcuz i didnt want to have to deal with people leaving at different times or picking people up or someone getting ditched at all. i just wanted to ensure that i had something to do this afternoon, since tonite i dont have anything to do and im gna be home alone. well that went over bad. i got pissed off bcuz i just wanted to go all together and then jenn didnt understand why i was mad. and she wrote crap about me in her lj. figures thats what everyone does. so much drama im so sick of it. i just wanted to do it all together so noting got screwed up. thats it. but of course, im the spazz. whatever. and then i talked to kelsey and im like "oh i bet jenn told you i totally spazzed out on her or soemthing" and seh slike "oh no" and then in jenns lj its like "oh we dont understand why debbies like that" and all this other stuff, and when im on the phone with kels shes like "oh my mom wanted to come but shes not, im going with you instead" and i said something like yeah i know why couldnt she just come with us. but whatever. so then after that i took a shower. i was just totally pissed off and upset over it. idk. and i got out and kristine called and was like "oh i can come if you pick me up from the elks" so we decided to do that, and i said iw as gna call her in the car, and i forgot her cell phone # so i had to run inside and get it. and i slipped down the stairs, wacked my leg, and the side table near the front door, fell over and the candle holder thing broke and everything was messed up and my dad was like "oh allie" and i just had a total break down, and started balling my eyes out as i was walking down teh stairs. then my dad was like "come here hunny" and he gave me a hug but i was still crying, and we went to tell my mom and she was like "oh you think im a bad mom you think i'd get that mad at you" and i was just like no its not even that, ever since this afternoon everything has gone wrong. the whole good will thing went out the window, people are mad at me and saying crap about me, i ruined my moms candle holder, i have nothing to do tonite. idk. im having the worst day. and i just want to sit in my room and sleep. my leg hurts from when i fell, theres a bump on it and its bruised. my arm is all bruised from where i got blood takena nd then lady was like "oh it wont bruise dont worry" and it did.. now im worried about that, what if im sick or something. and softball, im totally bad at it and theres liek no point in it. my grades suck and reports are coming out soon. i cant take it.
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hmm.. well today, im going to goodwill with jenn and kelsey.. yes that will be dandy. and then idk what im doing bcuz i think kelseys going ot kyles, jenn has to babysit, ashley is having noj over.. and yeah. my parents and cindy are going out, so i might have a night in tonite? so yaeh idk. but its cool i guess? anyways.. last night i went to the old saybrook talent show thing.. it was fun. noj (ashleys boyfriend) ripped up the stage, if i might add. lovley. umm.. idk.. im just rambling on cuz im bored.. la la la de daaaaaaa.. hmm well i guess im gna go i have to take a shower yet. so yeahh.
|sincerley yours, forever and always|
`*`~|Deb-sta|~`*`
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[30 Mar 2005|08:05pm] |
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ah la la la, today was okay, marcus was an ass and was being stupid and making fun of me, kristine and jess. i almost killed him. but whatever. im gna fill out this survery thingy..
Name: Allison aka. debbie
birthplace: Clinton.. well yale new haven hospital
piercings: 6
height: 5'4
shoe size: 8-8&1/2
DO
you have a bf or gf : nope
you have a crush on someone : yep
you wish you could live somewhere else: yes.
you think about suicide: Nah.
you believe in online dating: i guess, i wouldnt really do it but umm sure.
you want more piercings: at some point
you drink: like juice and water and soda.. yeah.
you steal: nahh
you like cleaning: depends. i like rearranging and cleaning up other peoples houses rooms etc, but i hate cleaning my own room and house.
CHOOSE ONE
black/white: Black
morning/night: morning
pool/jacuzzi: both are nifty.
britney/christina: ehhh equal i guess, i dont really like either. but tehy've both got some catchy songs here and there.
sunlight/moonlight: both
blonde/brunnette: either or. they're both neato
short hair/long hair: long is nice, but so is short.
F A V O R I T E
food : Sushi, french fries, mashed potatos, corned beef, chinese, burger king, pickles, munster cheese, subway..
color(s): Purple, Aqua, olive green.
number: 7, 17, 717, 9, 79
thing to do: play/listen to music, hang with friends, shop, go to the mall, watch movies, talk in general.
thing to talk about : anything taht comes to mind, doesnt matter i could talk about anything forever, im a curious person so it doesnt matter. i like to know whats on peoples minds.
to drink: orange juice, grape soda, orange soda, any juice.
candy: i love candy, its doesnt matter. i like everything.
W H A T. P O P S. I N. Y O U R. H E A D
banana: ovular!
holes: in my ears!
backstreet boys: show me the meaning of beeinng lonley
coconuts: AHH I LOVE COCONUT FLAVORS AND SCENTS!
sleep: now. sleep now.
money: wheresgeorge.com
W O U L D -Y O U- R A T H E R
Pierce your nose or tongue?: tounge.
Be serious or be funny?: both you have to know when to be funny and when to be serious.
Drink whole or skim milk?: whole milk, i've always had whole milk, so everything else tastes watery.
D O Y O U P R E F E R
Flowers or angels?: Angels
Grey or gray?: ehh does matter, i guess gray
Color or black-and-white photos?: color expresses things better, but black and white, gives you a different perspective. they're both cool.
Lust or love: love by far.
M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
CHOOSE
sun or rain: both, sun is nice, makes me feel awake, but rain can be really fun, theres a lot to do in the rain.
sunset or sunrise: sunrise.
puppies or kittens: both- they're both uber cute!
soda or ice cream: Soda
tv or music: tv, bcuz theres music on tv.
slippers or shoes: Slippers
summer or winter: winters pretty, but its cold seasons blahh icky weather, shoveling snow. blah so summer.
FAVORITES
food: uhh..Sushi, french fries, mashed potatos, corned beef, chinese, burger king, pickles, munster cheese, subway..
things to do: play/listen to music, hang with friends, shop, go to the mall, watch movies, talk in general
band: ahh.. too many. my chemical romance, reel big fish, less than jake, brand new,new found glory, red hot chili peppers, something corporate. etc.
tv show: boy meets world, american idol, rock countdown, spongebob, fairly odd parents.. etc.
drink: orange juice, grape soda, orange soda, any juice.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
love: is good. even tho it sucks when the person doesnt love you back, you cant force anything. eventually everyone will find the one they need, and then love is beautiful.
long distance relationships: they're really difficult to deal with, they're stressfull, worrysome, and they can suck, but if you love the person, then thats what makes it worth while
teenage smoking: not my choice, i dont do it, but i cant make anyone do it, they choose to do it. whatever they want. its stupid to me but hey thats me, im not gna judge you or treat you lesser for that.
sneaking out: ehh not my thing eitehr, but whatever.
car accidents: dangerous and they realy suck, but you cant avoid them, they just happen.
mistakes: happen bcuz they do, you cant avoid them either so you just learn from your own mistakes.
school: you learn a bunch of shit that you dont need, and then you take the information your going to need in your life and use it when you needi t. half of it is useless.
margaritas: umm i guess they're good? ive tried it once and dont remember it.aha in the hamptons.
tampons: well, you see.. girls use them when they have their periods.. yes it happens, its normal it has to happen..
RANDOM
red or blue: red
spring or fall: spring
are you bored: mhm
last noise you heard: someone talking
last time you went out of state: a couple weeks ago.
things you like in the opposite sex: eyes, smile, personality, looks are bonus.
do you have a crush on someone: mhm.
what book are you reading now: none as of now i guess? the bible???
worst feeling in the world: i dont know, i guess, being alone, having people be mad at me, knowing i did something wrong or i hurt someone.
the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning: damnit, its morning already? or that i want to throw my alarm clock across the room.
how many rings before you answer: umm usually like 2, but it depends if i have a phone.
future daughter's name: emma, maria, faith, hope, april.
future sons name: jared, jacob..
do you sleep with a stuffed animal: aha yeah, i have eyore, 4 cows, a pig, some random thing that i dont know what it is.. and umm like 4 pillows.
if you could have any job you wanted, it would be: umm.. musicienne, hair stylist, fashion designer, phycietrist.
lefty, righty, or ambidextrous: Righty, but i'd like to be both. at some point.
do you type with your fingers on the right keys: usually. i try to, its pretty easy for me now.
whats under your bed: shoes.. uhh dust.
favorite sport to watch: baseball.
current age: 15
siblings: sister and brother
college plans: not sure yet, ill find out when i get there.
1). THREE NICKNAMES YOU HAVE: Debbie, Debwhorah, Allie
2).THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF: idk, i cant really say much. i dont really look at myself that way, unless anyone has something to state which i doubt.
3). THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT
YOURSELF: my negetiveness, my chubbyness, the way i ruin everything, my uglyness, my short hair, the way i think so horribly of myself.
4). THREE THINGS YOU DON'T
UNDERSTAND: ignornant people, making fun of people.. idk
5). THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU: when clothes hang out of my "dirty clothes" basket, ignorant people... umm people being mad at me.
6). THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: spiders, beatles, cocaroaches.
7). THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY
ESSENTIALS: drinking, eating, sleeping.
8). THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS: umm less than jake, reel big fish, something corporate
9). THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT
THE MOMENT: ummmm.. i cant say, bcuz i like alot of music.
10). THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST
TIME WITH: kelsey, kristine, my family.
11). THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: family, friends, food/drink.. and sunlight i guess?
12). THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: playing/listening to music, making braclettes, umm computer.. umm yeah?
13). THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE: job, car, liscence
14). THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: hair stylist, fashion designer, phycietrist
15). THREE COLORS YOU LIKE: purple, aqua, orange/yellow.. green
16). THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION: italy, caribbean.. umm grand canyon.. lots of places
17). THREE NAMES OF OPPOSITE SEX: ummm james, jared, peter.
18.) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS: sushi, chinese food, pasta
19.) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT: errr idk. id ont go out to eat alot.
20.)THREE QUALITIES ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A GUY/GIRL: funny, caring, loyalty.
I Have...
[ ] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[ ] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[ ] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had sex.
[ ] had a threesome
[ ] snuck out of my parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from my job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] been ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.
Do I...
[ ] have a bf..
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate myself.
[ ] think i`m attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have my own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint my nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers.
[ ] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop. (sort of, its not really mine)
[ ] have a pager.
Am I...
[x] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[ ] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] caucasian.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in my room.
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in my pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.
ahh i finally finished it. and now its mineeeeeee.. all minnee.. anyhow.. im quite tired so i shall goo.. byebye
*|sincerley yours, forever and always|*
`*`~|Deb, Allie, Allison, Veronika, Gladice...etc|~`*`
p.s. tomarrow i gotta get blood taken, damnit im so nervous :-/ eekkk
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okay im sitting.. wow florida was like so fun!!! it was stressful and there wasnt alot of time to sleep, but it was jam packed with fun stuff like universal disney and blizzard beach. wow fun. i cant say it all right now cuz i have guests over! hahaha!!!! yah.. so ill type it all after.. okayy byeee
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
fill this hott thing out if it turns you on.. yah..
im going to hang out and dance to ghetto music with kelsey and civy, cuz we're cooler than you!! MUAHAHAHA *evil laugh*
*|sincerley yours, forever and always|*
~*|Debrahh|*~
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alright im bored so im posting this..
| How to make a Deb |
Ingredients:
5 parts success
1 part humour
1 part beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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i cant believe you found me when no one else was looking how did you know just where i would be? you broke through all of my confusion the ups and the downs and you still didnt leave.. i guess that you saw what nobody else could see.. you found me.... and i was hiding till you came along and showed me where i belong...
.. i like that song so i posted it.
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okay. today was alright. french was hysterical omg the sub. was so stupid and a bitch nutcase. she seperated me and kelsey and made me and kelsey sit at teh front of the class. dumb bitch! lol anyways. im listening to music. ashley is brain washed lmao. j to the k. florida is next week, i dont show it but im excited. not extatic but yeah. i need to go shopping at walmart and fuzzy wigs and also get my suitcase out and pack. umm.. cindy acted normal today, but idk wahtever. i changed my backround it hott. gym today sucked. blech. im so bad at sports. idk how im gna make softball even tho i really want to play. i suck at everything. im being too negetive today. idk i was gna say more but i forgot if i remember ill post it. bye
-deb.
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well hello. we had another 2 hour delay today. the roads sucked even when it was like 9:15. they were real slippery. grossness. we should have had a cancellation. anyways. today was okay at first. then it started sucking. cindy yelled at me bcuz i was late getting to the car after school. i decided i wanted a soda. and i took 3 minutes if that extra to walk and get one and she told me i couldnt anymore because i made her wait 10 minutes. and then she continued to tell me that she was sick of this and that and she wasnt going to be picking me up if i was going to be blah blah blah. whatever. holly my parakeet is dying. :-/. at first i didnt think i would be upset but now i am. HOLY FUCKER. omg. this isnt funny this just made my day 10 times worst. i looked back just like 5 seconds ago and hollys at the bottom of her cage dead. wtf why me? why does the bird have to die on me. :-(. wtf. anyways. i failed a test today. woo.. good for me im so horrible. i ate the rest of the marshmellow bag.. fat me. your going to be able to roll me soon. i cant even think anymore im too flustered. i have to go..
sincerley yours, forever and always
~*|debbie|*~
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hmm well today we had a delay. 2 hours. it seemed too long for only a few hours in school. i came home started my french homework and went to sleep. my clothes frmo alloy came today. yay. im excited about that. but i need to loose weight. i've gained. no more oreos. :-/
i talked to kayla online. weird. idk why, i think shes cool, but i never thought she liked me. i guess she does. i feel good about that. at least i know shes not one of the people who doesnt like me or who thinks im a total nutcase. thanks kayla.
i took a quiz, here it is:
weird. okay ne ways. im gonna go upstairs and watch american idol. i cant wait for tomarrow afternoon.. kelsey knows what im talking about. wootay woot wazoo. yay. anyways ttyl byebye
|sincerley yours, forever and always|
~*|Debbie|*~
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woo, so yesterday, i had kelsey and kristine over and we hung out for a while until kristine decided she wanted to get chinese food, luckily she had like some money. like 22$. so i ordered some food. and then we were like "eekk what if he slips and falls on the walk way?!" bcuz our walkway was covered in snow.. so we went and shovled the driveway, well me and kristine did kelsey just froze her ass off. while i was shoveling kristine all the sudden turns and is like "omg kelsey i just threw up!" and shes like "what?!" and kristines like "i was just caughing really hard and i had spit in my mouth so i spit it out and it was like red!" so we look over at where she spit and it was like this red substance. weird lol. then shes like "oh i ate ketchup today so thats prolly what it is.. and strawberrys!". haha kristine threw up a whole tomato! yeah then kristine was shoveling after i got half way done and my neighbor up the street a little was calling her dogs inside and kristine thought that she was talking to her, so all of the sudden kristines like "WHAT?!" and then kelseys like "huh?" and then you hear "bella, Ozzy come inside!" or sumthing and kelsey and kristine start cracking up and tehy're like "OMFG we thought she was talking to us so kristine was yelling back to her!" and then we all started laughing.. then we finished and went inside.
finally the chinese food guy came, kristine payed, and we pigged out. then we got into this religious discussion. kelsey was confused again, so i tried to explain. then we decided to read from the bible. so i read some stuff about the end of the world. but i think it jsut confused kelsey. so then i told her maybe we could get the Omega Code, which is about the book of revelation (a.k.a the end of the world), and we agreed we wanted to see it, but then i ws like "idk maybe we shouldnt bcuz its really confusing" you have to read the book of revelation to understand a lot of it, and i dindt know if kelsey would get it bcuz i saw it and thought it ws sorta confusing. so then we decided we wanted to see The Passion Of The Christ. Only problem was that we didnt have a way to get the movie, and my parents werent home niether was cindy. So we tried calling my parents, but their cell phones were off. so i called cindy, and she said that she would take us to block buster when she got home from andrews around 10:30-11:00 if my parents still werent home or they wouldnt take us. luckily, my parents came home. it was like 9:15 i think and i told my parents i wanted to rent a movie, and they were like "okay" so we told them we wanted to see The Passion Of The Christ. My dad offered to rent it for us. Before he left we discussed a few things. it was nice. i told him i thought that a lot of the reason people/kids didnt believe in jesus or god was because most of the time people just want answers, they want to know why everything happens, and that when they dont find all the answers, they jsut figure if nothing proves it, why believe it? well, personally i think, you dont have to know everything, whats the use? we dont need to know everything, and plus if we did, what do you think man kind would do with all that information? anyways my dad had a good point. he said, alot of it is faith, you jsut have to believe, he said what about this, "have you ever seen a million dollars?" we were like "no" and hes like "then why do you believe in it? why do you think theres such thing if you've never seen it?" and then he said "did you ever meet abe lincoln? have you ever seen him in person?" we all said no again and he said the same thing "then how do you know hes real? what makes you believe in him". i think hes got a point. he said a few other things, like how out in the west, theres areas of desert/canyon where theres places of 4 feet deep sea creature fossils. how do fossils get created? how is there mark left? with water/mud right? well its in the west, its all desert/canyon now, so how did it get there? how was there mud if theres no water? he thinks it was the great flood. makes sence to me.
anyways, he went and got the movie and we started to watch it. I have to say, i knew what to expect. my dad said in the first place straight out, that it was extremley violent, gory and heart breaking sad. and i knew it, i've read the story in the bible. but you know, it didnt really click to me, it didnt really make that much of an impact to me until i watched that movie how much jesus was put through. what they did to him and how much he gave for us. It was absolutley horrible. It was so horrible and heart breaking. I could barley handle watching it. Some parts were just like "wow" how could i not be more thankful than i am right now. I cried at the end. During the Middle of the movie i cried a little bit. but at the end, it was just amazing. i couldnt hold it back, and i bawled my eyes out. I just feel different towards certain things. At the end of the movie, it was like jesus was on the cross, blood everywhere, cuts all across his body. so weak he could barley speak. On both sides of him, there were criminals. one seemed possesed and totally odd. but the one on the other side of him. he was sad, it seemed. and he turned to jesus and said something like "i know i've done wrong and the punishment i've gotten, but i only pray that you will remember me lord, as you enter your kingdom" and jesus was like "amen, to you. I promise you, one day, you and i will be together, In paradise" Its unexplainable. i cant even put into words how i felt after that movie. sometimes it takes something random for things to kick in and for you to realize things differently, to get a real understanding. I really liekd the ending though, the screen turned black and i thought it was over and then you see a cave and a rock covering the door, and all the sudden the rock covering the cave, moves and uncovers the cave, and sitting next to the cave, is jesus. not bloody, not cut up, but he has holes in his hands, where they put the nails through him. its not bloody, theres skin over it. its amazing. i cant explain it. idk what to say. just to think, he sacraficed himself, god sent his only son to be killed for us. for our sins so we could be saved and live eternally. and only through jesus can we communicate with god.
Alright i figured half of who read my journal, stopped reading this post way back at the beginning of this huge 2 paragraphs or if they didnt they think im a nutcase. but i dont know soemthign really got me. and ijust want to learn more now, and tell people more. im always open to that. i like to tell people as much as i can about god and jesus and the bible. some of my friends think its ridiculas but they can think that. im happy with my beliefs. im gna go now.. byebye
|Sincerley Yours, Forever and Always|
~*|Debbie|*~
p.s.-im always really curious about things, and i feel like i learned alot form the movie and i think other pple did too and i guess that just makes me happy. kkeee byebye
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